Progress

I'm glad to report that I'm finally starting to feel a little better. I've been spending more time with Gym and it's slowly becoming a habit again. I've been preoccupied with running, Muay Thai, MMA, and BJJ. I've noticed that little by little I'm starting to shed the "fluff".

The fact that my "fat jeans" are starting to get really baggy again is such a relief! I can't wait to slip into my beautiful Hudson's again! I still don't feel like I'm ready to put myself out there but I don't think I look like the Elephant Man anymore.

I'm making progress on the Tim front as well. As time passes, I think less and less of him. I'd like to say that I don't think about him at all but that would be a blatant lie. For some reason, I had a weird feeling that he and that low class FB girl were on that outs. Since I can't ask him directly, I decided to be a snoop. I pulled up his Facebook page and checked his "friends" list to see if she was still on there. I figured that as long as things were good, they'd still be "friends". I was pleasantly surprised to see that she is no longer listed as his "friend" and neither is her mom. Trouble in paradise? Sure looks like it me! The grass isn't always greener, now is it Timmy? Ha ha! That is exactly what you get for being a douche! I almost feel guilty for being this happy about his misfortune but I don't feel guilty at all. You get what you give and you gave me a ton of heartache so if the universe is returning the favor, then so be it. For all I know, he's loving life with someone else, but I have a sneaky suspicion that he's not and that warms my heart.

I know he'll be back. They always come back. I'll have to decide how to proceed when he does....